There’s 5 hours left

And I’m not excited

I’m not scared

I’m not dreading it

I FEEL NOTHING!!!

Why????
I don’t understand. With Not What He Seems I was SUPER exited and nervous. I’d get little mini panic attack of excitement in class. This episode is even bigger and…nothing?? I thought I’d get over it and be excited on the air date, but here we are just a few hours away and still nothing.

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME????